In becoming "like God"; I believe that in everyone's life there is "Plan A" and "Plan B," however, not in the traditional sense as in having a backup plan, but rather Plan A: Is designated as the time in one's life before you personally meet Christ. PLAN B: After you have met Him and you now have a personal relationship with Him; this life should be distinctly different from your Plan A. It is my belief that your Plan A is where Satan attacks you in the attempt to throw you off course in an effort to prevent you from meeting your objective of "Why you are here on this earth in the first place." It is where he hits you with all of life's distractions, environmental issues and parental concerns which I call the "Curve Ball"; which is what most of us end up doing and that is following the "Curve Ball." In this story we follow what happened to the main character named "Jonathan Butler" and how he handled his "Curve Ball." We watch through five different novels how he adjusts to life's challenges and his many attempts to return to center and find his way back to Christ. Like many of us out here, who will read this story, this gentleman's curve ball came in the disguise of RAPE. When he was seven years of age, he had grown man's size genitalia. His siblings picked on him; however the babysitter knew what to do with him. Where does the babysitter come into the picture? Well there is a "Danger of the Male Head Being Out of Place" in the home. In this case it caused the mother to have to come out of her place and find a job. The only job she could find was at night; therefore needing to hire a babysitter. Well, the babysitter saw the genitalia on the young boy, and for two years of his life she molested him. She taught him everything from cunnilingus, foreplay and everything you can imagine that a woman could imagine having performed on her by a man, sexually. Fortunately, the mother got fired from her night job; came home early, caught the babysitter…..smoking in the house! Needless to say, the babysitter got fired for smoking…but she had already damaged a little boy for the rest of his life. Nevertheless, the mother had to get a job and all she could think of doing was keeping kids. She began a daycare in the home and the majority of the children she brought in were girls around Jonathan's age. After no more than a week of getting used to one another, Jonathan simply began to do to them what the babysitter had showed him that women liked. In nine out of ten girls that were babysat…they did too enjoy it. So in essence, the reality of "Why we are here in the first place," is seriously altered by the adversary by putting various obstacles in our way; such a people, parents, relatives, drugs, murder and other lasciviousness. As you will read, Jonathan's distraction was sex. As in this case, most molested victims grow up to become advocates for all molested victims and think that they are doing what they were put on this earth to do…but in reality this is the "Curve Ball!" God would not do something as traumatic as having you molested to show you what you ought to be doing within the Body of Christ! He is a good God. What you experienced was of the Devil, and what happened to you was designed to throw you off course. In most cases it worked and is still working. In my belief, the level in which you are being attacked simply indicates the threat level that you are to Satan's kingdom. In some cases he knows that you are a very powerful being and Satan wants you dead NOW! He can't let you get in the game, because he knows that he would surely lose! It is also my belief that if life has been wonderful for you and life is so hunky dory and Satan never attacks you …I believe that you are going straight to Hell

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