Spinning: escaping and experiencing God's embrace -- Delta: closing the gap between believing and knowing -- Attached: being held and beheld -- Evil: rejecting the lies about God and about ourselves -- Embodied: connecting to our bodies and connecting to God -- Turning: discovering we are broken, but not bad -- Wholly: becoming whole and holy -- Known: facing our deepest desire and greatest fear -- Mysticism: experiencing spiritual oneness with God -- Imagination: learning to see with the eyes of the heart -- Practice: embodying our connection with God -- Overflow: opening our hearts to vulnerability

"What do you do when the gap between what you believe and what you experience feels insurmountable? Where do you turn when trauma leaves you feeling lost, ashamed, and exhausted, spinning in spiritual uncertainty but still longing for relationship with God? Michael John Cusick voices the questions and contradictions that are inherently part of living an authentic spiritual faith. With raw honesty and vulnerability, he shares his own zigzagging path to God and reveals how brokenness and pain can become the gateway to experiencing joyful divine attachment. Because God's love has you, you can put aside fear and loneliness-and you can rest seen, soothed, safe, and secure in God's presence. Cusick's gentle, trauma-informed guidance lets you reimagine life with God in a way that repairs wounds and deeply satisfies your soul. You're not losing your faith; you're shedding baggage. Your struggle to believe is not a barrier-it's the bridge to a restorative, embodied spirituality"--