Please note: This is a companion version & not the original book. Book Preview: #1 I was always the driver, the host; it was always my show. With people waiting to party, I went into the kitchen and returned with a bottle of Jack Daniel's in one hand, a bottle of champagne under my arm, and a big plate of cocaine for all my guests. #2 I was speaking at a sold-out lecture hall near Marquette University in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I was so exhausted from travel that I fell asleep for a few hours, only to wake up and be miserable again. I was a mess. I had the cocaine to pick me back up. #3 I had been sober for a few months, but I knew in the back of my mind that I wasn't ready. I was always up for any party, especially if it involved Las Vegas. I spent two thousand dollars on makeup and an outfit for the evening, and was ready to have fun. The night brought us to various clubs and then to a blowout at the hotel. #4 I was back to partying like I was at my worst, spending seven hundred dollars a week on meth, cocaine, and Ecstasy. I was too strong to hit that sort of low, and I wasn't going to overdose, wind up in the hospital, or have any near-death scares like I did the first time around

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